What part of your life are you putting on hold?
Are you sure you have your priorities straight? If you had only a short time left to live, would you make the same choices?
You better be damned sure because there are no do-overs in life. So invest the time in thinking it through.
Make an appointment with yourself, sit down and wright up everything you think on the matter. Make your choices consciously.
If you are serious about it, check out the Create Your Personal Life Plan workshop: https://www.focusplanachieve.com/workshops/create-your-personal-life-plan/